Seriously, I've always never understood what goes through my head in order for me to come up with an conclusion and executing it. But the ideas sometime just suck to the maximum - to the extent that I cannot believe that I was the one that suggested it. Perhaps it's not good enough for myself and it pleases everybody. But it needs to be good. Very good.

I wished I didn't have so many responsibilities to bear, and so many things that I'd never let go. I wished I could, too, go overseas and have fun. I wished I could go around the world and take photos of other people, and other stuff. I wished I could play contact rugby and not get any injuries (IRONY PLS) so that my mom would allow me to continue playing. Apparently this won't happen because she has seen the bak kwas of TouchRugby. In the first place, it's already "TOUCH rugby", so she thinks it's slightly gentler. But Contact Rugby sounds to risky. She say one la. I also don't know when she had the knowledge of Rugby. Cos all the while, she though I was playing Baseball. I'm serious. I mean, if she said soccer or something, still not that bad la. But BASEBALL!? HAHAHAHAH. I love my mom man.